Thursday, February 17
.. - Thursday, February 17, 2005
song playing: nsync- this i promise u-mood: sad. crying.
-amount of hw: loads. but i dun care.
-upcoming tests: geo . ss. chem.
-the person i'm tinking of: my cousin.
-quote of the dae: stop the fighting.
-events to look forward to: noting.
my parents are fighting again. they're bringing my cousin in2 it.. n i can;t take it anymore.. my mom's so frustrated w my dad.. both of them's juz unreasonable. if i was my mom,i would haf divorced him by now. but my mom still tinks of my sis n me. n how it would affects us.. i noe she wants to.. sometimes i tink a divorce is juz e best wae.. tat would stop all the fighting.. but maybe tat's juz e easy wae out 2 everyting. i fear tt soon i wouldn't be able 2 haf any gd tyms as a whole family anymore.. wad would i do if my parents divorce?. who could i turn to.. wad do i need 2 do.. has their relationship gone tat sour tt my mom has 2 cry n my dad has 2 shout.. is tis all necessary anymore?..
i tink i'll be living in denial if i sae 2mr's gonna be a beta dae.. ya.. tats wad i'll be doin.. 2mr's not gonna be a beta dae.. n i'm not doin anyting abt tat .. cos i noe i no longer can..